especially when im all alone in the foreign land.

bf went to malaysia, with no roaming = no contact.

doesnt him to bother him a lot though. he doesnt try to contact me in anyway.

anyway, dont wanna talk about the bf. been depressed over a week after our fight. things hasnt worked out.

so CNY, i am sure everyone at home now is preparing for reunion dinner. i dont even know what i am gonna have for dinner today. doesnt matter, i have no one to reunion with in this foreign land.

tmr, everyone is gonna take family photos. with me. i know my aunt says that she has missed CNY for god knows how many years, but its different. she had her family with her. i have no one. ZERO. whatever, i have school tmr anyway. i dont wanna skype home anyway. just makes me feel worse.

sighh.